2 WEEKS TIL T!!!!!! So excited guys! Hit me up, I need some good brothers to befriend. Seth2687.tumblr.com
Smokin that good
At the breaking point.
So irritated tonight. I feel like I am at a stand still. I know every guy feels like this a time or two in transition. I’ve been clean for a few months now but this stress makes me want to say fuck it and smoke myself silly. Life has improved so much so I know I shouldn’t. But how do I cope with the stress. Music is my outlet and I play guitar now when I feel down and out. But its like I pick it up and play 20 minutes and then what?! Idk, maybe I’m over analyzing everything but I’m a worry wart so it’s inevitable. Practicing patience is easier say than done.
Awsome Friday
Today has been such a great day. First off, I received my packer in the mail. It is awsome! It’s like fitting a puzzle piece in place. I feel as if it should have been bewtween my legs all along. Secondly, I officially came out on facebook to all my friends. So far, the support has been enormous!!! I’m so thankful to be able to have people I can lean on when times get rough. Support it very important when transitioning drefinately. So, yeh today is phenominal~~~
30-day challenge
30 Day Trans Challenge….
So I’m going to be starting the 30 Day Trans Challenge and I’m going to try and complete this. If I miss a day I will answer the question on the next day so I guess I will just start number One today:
1) When did you realize the term transgender referred to you
I started thinking that I might be trans back when I thought that I was Genderqueer but I realized that it referred to me at the beginning of the summer.
Here it is for everyone that may want to do this challenge too:
1) When did you realize the term transgender referred to you
2) How did you choose your name, and what names were you thinking about using and why
3) Have you ever been outed
4) How did your family take it when you came out/ if you are not out why aren’t you
5) Are you active in the trans community or LGBT community
6) Who was the first person you told about being trans
7) Who do you look up to
8) How do you deal with being read mis-genderd in the beginning of transitioning by people?
9) What is something positive about being trans
10) What are some of your fears in regards to being trans
11) How do you manage dysphoria
12) What are you doing to stay healthy for transitioning mentally and physically
13) Bathrooms
14) What are some of your passing tips or things you do to pass
15) How have you embraced your trans identity
16) What’s your rock anthem and why
17) What’s your binding choice and why
18) How do you feel about the trans laws where you live
19) If your religious how do your views effect being trans if your not religious what about your family religions
20) Do you want to be a parent why or why not
21) Your views on the cis-gendered community
22) Do you feel being trans holds you back from your career choice
23) Whawt stereotypes are put on trans people
24) Who is your favorite LGBT actor/musician/director/artist etc and why
25) Doctor visits
26) Do you feel comfortable answering questions about being trans if say your teacher/friend/stranger asked you
27) What goals do you have
28) What is something you have to do everyday or else you feel like your whole day is off if you don’t do it
29) Write out something positive about yourself using the letters of your name. Ex. Your name is Bob so B-Beautiful O-Outstanding B-Boy
30) Write a haiku about being trans
